"Yes." Simple. Direct. Absolute. "I have served on them my whole life."
That was a slight exaggeration. She hadn't the last half of a year, but it didn't mean she wasn't still trying to figure out what that meant. If she just needed to find the right way back to The Peacekeepers, or if she needed to find somewhere else to go once everyone on Moya got to the home worlds they could not stop babbling about wanting and needing to get back to.
Like she was going to somehow understand and want to support it. All of them leaving. All of them going home.
When half the time all she wanted was peace and to never have set foot on that ship, never to have taken the time to get to know any of them at all, left them as renegade prisoners and turned herself in. And the other. The other where she had nothing once they were gone. No purpose. No place to return. No people who had stood by her, even irreversibly contaminated. No place ahead in the distance. Even with John's paltry offering to go this Earpt.
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That was a slight exaggeration. She hadn't the last half of a year, but it didn't mean she wasn't still trying to figure out what that meant. If she just needed to find the right way back to The Peacekeepers, or if she needed to find somewhere else to go once everyone on Moya got to the home worlds they could not stop babbling about wanting and needing to get back to.
Like she was going to somehow understand and want to support it. All of them leaving. All of them going home.
When half the time all she wanted was peace and to never have set foot on that ship, never to have taken the time to get to know any of them at all, left them as renegade prisoners and turned herself in. And the other. The other where she had nothing once they were gone. No purpose. No place to return. No people who had stood by her, even irreversibly contaminated. No place ahead in the distance. Even with John's paltry offering to go this Earpt.