She was trying to relax, really she was. The problem was all of the other 8 Dax hosts were also reacting and she was having an awful time sorting it out. Emony wanted to cry, Jadzia was just happy to see Julian and it was very confusing.

"If only you knew." Ezri mutttered, or hopefully muttered to herself. "Well, there's no use prolonging the inevitable. Better get on with it." The Trill hopped onto the bio bed. "And...I'm sorry."