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(Open) The Stranger
Tasha hadn't want to scare anyone - or worse - have their pity. She'd been here on some nights before, but always in disguise and making it a point to watch, but not interact, with anyone. Also, she didn't like to admit it, but she loved make-up. Not the kind that Deanna or Beverly wore to bring out their features. That kind of make-up wasn't for her. It didn't feel right on. She didn't like extra attention regarding her appearance; a holdover from Turkana IV, she supposed.
But make-up to disguise? To conceal who and what you were and be able to become someone else? She had an incredible love of that. She justified her enjoyment by its usefulness as a skill, but it was more than that. It was a chance to be someone without the burden of duty or a past. Someone more normal - unless the part called for something else.
The risk of discovery also played a big part in both the thrill of the challenge and the growing irritation at her self-imposed isolation. Tasha justified it easily. She might disappear at any moment - or maybe even drop dead - because "dead" was still her official status, though Picard had assured her the wheels of bureaucracy were getting a firm push regarding all that. Starfleet's reluctance was understandable with all the strange happenings onboard the ship, but it gnawed at her patience. She didn't want to upend anyone's life, but she missed them! It would also mean opening herself up to stacks of unfinished business, too, but she was tired of avoiding her friends - even is she still thought keeping her distance might remain the best course of action.
At least her insistence on isolation had gotten her caught up on as much security information and protocols a civilian had access to. Well, a civilian and a cadet. It turned out the Academy hadn't cancelled her alumni access. There wasn't much dangerous in that, but "not much" wasn't "nothing" by a longshot. She'd have to talk to them about that.
Tasha's tired of keeping to herself and making Aggie feel like she's rooming with a crazy hermit. Tonight, she's keeping her "disguise" to a hooded sweatshirt. It's time to go Ten Forward, to stop being someone else, face what, if anything, comes of it.
But make-up to disguise? To conceal who and what you were and be able to become someone else? She had an incredible love of that. She justified her enjoyment by its usefulness as a skill, but it was more than that. It was a chance to be someone without the burden of duty or a past. Someone more normal - unless the part called for something else.
The risk of discovery also played a big part in both the thrill of the challenge and the growing irritation at her self-imposed isolation. Tasha justified it easily. She might disappear at any moment - or maybe even drop dead - because "dead" was still her official status, though Picard had assured her the wheels of bureaucracy were getting a firm push regarding all that. Starfleet's reluctance was understandable with all the strange happenings onboard the ship, but it gnawed at her patience. She didn't want to upend anyone's life, but she missed them! It would also mean opening herself up to stacks of unfinished business, too, but she was tired of avoiding her friends - even is she still thought keeping her distance might remain the best course of action.
At least her insistence on isolation had gotten her caught up on as much security information and protocols a civilian had access to. Well, a civilian and a cadet. It turned out the Academy hadn't cancelled her alumni access. There wasn't much dangerous in that, but "not much" wasn't "nothing" by a longshot. She'd have to talk to them about that.
Tasha's tired of keeping to herself and making Aggie feel like she's rooming with a crazy hermit. Tonight, she's keeping her "disguise" to a hooded sweatshirt. It's time to go Ten Forward, to stop being someone else, face what, if anything, comes of it.
I spy with my little eye someone I used to game with in a DC game
"Of course the first thing that needs to really be done is to see if he can get rid of the head crabs. Sure that'll take away some of his ... power... but he'll stop getting his memories eaten," he says.
There's a pause as if he's listening to someone. "Yes. Having memories eaten is bad. Just because you don't remember things that happened six minutes ago doesn't mean everyone else should."
So much for clever masks. :)
She has to wince at the idea of losing her memories though. Even if she wishes she could erase the night terrors and the horrors she'd seen and done, what would she become?
Oh well, I'll live
He then tilted his head briefly, giving her a look over. Ah yes. He's seen that look before. "I'm not crazy..." He paused. "Alright... that's a lie. I am crazy, but in this particular instance I'm not."
More than I can say for over half the characters in my poor brain
Killing characters for fun again? XD
Fun? No. For Story? Always.
That works
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What she is doing is sipping some coffee while idly flicking through pages on her PADD, her dog napping on her feet under the table.
The other woman gets a nod, a quick smile of greeting as Natasha catches her eye. If close enough, there might be a murmured 'evening' as well.
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ooooops, sorry for late reply! missed the notif
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Fun fact if you want it.
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The person who enters now might be in a hoodie, but he recognizes her anyway from their previous encounter. Every being had a unique signature to his sensors, and it wasn't hard to distinguish her, though he does wonder why she's intent on hiding herself. With a frown and a tilt of his head, he watches her for a moment before making the decision to approach.
"Tasha?"
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She flashes him the PADD she's reading from. "I swear I'll behave myself."
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It does, however, show up on the list of "visitors." That is public knowledge.
Right now, he's on the wall closest to Tasha, arms folded, smiling directly at her.
"Can I get ya anything?"
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Let's see how he moves.
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Mack was on his way to the replicator to finish off his dinner, when he got distracted... something that's been happening way too often for his liking, but, hey. Brand-new environment. He's still getting used to everything.
It's entirely his fault that his right shoulder clipped into Tasha on the way past. He stumbles a bit.
"Woah... hey. You okay?"
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"I'm fine."
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"Sure." She sits down, soup and sandwich in front of her; and hoodie back over her head.
Ugh I am so sorry for that disaster of a tag up there. That's what I get for doing it on my phone
Mun is a teacher-librarian in a SpEd school. She has witnessed worse.
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"Tasha?" he asks, and boy does it feel strange coming off his tongue. Not 'Lt. Yarr', not 'sir', but a name he hasn't used in two years. He figures she's not looking for too much company given the disguise, but he hopes she'll make an exception for an old friend. "Is it really you?"
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Deanna keeps tabs and gets reports on the new arrivals rather regularly, as they aren't expected to know Starfleets rules or even, in some cases, the common sense and general knowledge of the universe they've been transported in. She calls on a lot of them. They have mandated sessions to check on their adjusting, because while she might still be Senior Staff, she is the least threatening and the easily understandable requirement.
On top of her normal appointments, walk-ins, and bridge duty, she can be found busier this last year with the constant influx of new crew members, civilian and otherwise, than normal. But rather than finding it overly challenging, she finds it exhilarating. New minds, emotions, stories of worlds and history's she's never heard, imagined, read or dreamt of.
Sometimes the more challenging part is that she can't share any of it.
Free nights are still a blessing, and she's glad to find herself headed in the door of Ten Forward for herself on this one, instead of to help mitigate a situation that's arisen or to check on someone who hasn't made their way to her. Deanna was just about to head straight for Guinan or the replicator when she spotted a familiar, if very reclusive thus far, face.
Even shadowed and tilted down, to avoid recognition, she would have. Always.
She stood considering, before headed to the bar to place an order.
Then, back in that direction. Stopped a few feet clear of alternating chair at Tasha's table. She could not say her heart was not beating faster than normal, but she tried as best she could to keep her smile beatific and her tone pleasantly calm.
"It's good to see you out."
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What Deanna senses primarily is guilt.
"Hello," she manages to sputter out. The guilt feeling spikes.
What do you say to the woman you died trying to save anyway without making a big deal out of it?
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The hooded sweatshirt does little to disguise her. He slides into a seat beside her. "Penny for them?"
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"You, too?"
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Edit: If you don't want her to have caught on, let me know on plurk.
However Kaylin did know the look of someone trying to hide, and in her experience? That usually meant trouble. Reluctant to leave her food, she watched her carefully for a moment as she gobbled down what was left, then she slid from her seat and approached Tasha.
"Can I help you with something?" she asked coolly, hands on her daggers, familiar around her neck. Then she blinked. Good thing about being short? Hoods don't hide all that much.
".....Tasha?" she asked, then to be sure, she threw out a creative curse, watching for the reaction.
Running with it
She then offers Kaylin a seat.
Re: Running with it
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It was easier to run from her problems rather than face them head on.
Marion is staring at the PADD she has been carrying around with her almost constantly these days. Writing is a good buffer for dealing with the world. It gives her the chance to look at things from a very different perspective.
Seeing Tasha enter catches Marion's attention. She gives a slight head tilt and cranes her neck looking curiously over at the woman. Given she has to lean back slightly in her stool to do that makes it pretty obvious she had been looking but Marion is not going to look embarrassed about what she was doing. Instead she just smirks and shrugs.
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Ten-Forward doesn't close, but it has it's lulls, and this is one of them.
The day has given her plenty to digest.
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